The joys of sharing your life with another person (note: heavy sarcasm.)
There are good things, of course. But I'm not made for living with someone. I need to be on my own.
And Shiki offers no support anyway. I decide to starve myself down to be thin, the way I used to. He says okay, it's cheaper. I drink every day. He says he doesn't mind anymore, except that I'm kind of annoying when I'm *drunk*. And he continues to buy me alcohol. I don't feel very loved.
My next relationship is definitely going to be with a girl.
I don't think I like boys anymore.